I Finally Have Motivation

*sighs* Yeah, I'm finally getting with the program. I feel as if I want to do this work now, I am ready to put my nose to the grind stone. Good thing too because portfolio is so soon! I am feeling pretty good about this. I know it will be a lot of work, but I know I can do it. I still have to figure out my Refined Scribbles guy, but I'm not really worried. I just have this feeling that everything will be just okey dokey. Maybe it is my optimistic attitude kicking in, or maybe it is my sense of delusion trying to keep me sane. Either way, it is a nice feeling. ~_^

I have hit the wall before and I refuse to hit it again. What is the point? As long as I make goals and do my best that is all that matters. However, my partner Mary doesn't seem to be doing as well. She is getting exhausted and frustrated to the point where she can't think straight. I have had those days and I will have more, but it bothers me that I'm the one she calls. Doesn't she realize that when she gets like that she just has to get away from the project for a while. I don't care if it is so close to deadline, it's not worth your health. She has called me four times today already and has waisted my time. Grr. I am tired of it and her. I can't wait for this to be done. I was feeling so good when I started this entry, but then she called me twice and has ruined my spirit. I'm not going to let her get to me. I'll sing and dance and celebrate having not killed her yet. ~_^ There see, my sense of humor is back. *laughs*

*goes to listen to silly Gravitation songs*