Thursday, September 30, 2004

Dashboard Of DOOOOOM!

Ok, I have a slight problem. I think some of it is due to laziness. I could put a little somethin' somethin' near the steering wheel, but I want your opinions. Let me explain the scene. I want the radio to be the main focus, but I think adding a lever for windshield wipers would be nice. The three knobs you see below will be the heat/ac things. I'm not done with those. I also do not have a time on the radio because I need to unzip the digital font I found. However, this computer does not have WinZip. I would download it onto this computer, but we just got an e-mail saying not to download stuff from the Internet unless you have permission from some office. Do you think I broke that rule by getting that font? Meh, oh well. Ok, not worth my time to get such silly permission, so I will have Chich unzip it for me. Anyway, the pic is below. If you have any other ideas, or concerns about anything at all please rant, or e-mail. Thank you. ^_^


Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Good-byes And Hellos

*sighs* So much has happened since I have entered a journal entry. Sheri calls it blogging, but it is a silly word. Lets see, the last time I left off I talked about my puzzle.

I will tell you all a little bit about Solude. We found out that he had daughters about 5,000 years ago. Unfortunately, they were frightened of their father so much that they found him to be a horrible person. I could never think that of my father. It's so sad. In the middle of our adventure we also found out that he had saved a girl from being raped by some men. I always believed that he was never evil, and I still stand by that thought. He went to Khammaris University, known for it's secret rooms and passages, and opened up a library that no one even knew about. He destroyed the library with a big explosion. I believe he destroyed the library because he didn't want the people in the present to make the mistakes he and the High Men did in the past.

Now I shall talk about our visit to a certain kingdom full of hate, literally. Trugaard was in a grievous state due to civil war. We came across some soldiers and the leaders seemed to remind me of something. Finally, it occurred to me that these men were possessed by the ideal Hate. Murasaki, (this is why in the last entry "Old Flame" was in the title) my ex-boyfriend and still dear friend, had been possessed by Hate himself. I had no idea how to help these poor men because I had helped Saki get rid of Hate inside him and put it in his sword, Chouzan, but that was a special circumstance. Also while in Trugaard we had heard that the princess of the one side was going to be assassinated. I tried so hard to get in and see her. Eventually, we found out that it was her that had spread the rumor of her supposed assassination. She wanted to run away with her lover, who happened to be the prince of the opposing side. Meldronna was ecstatic to hear this love story. The prince and princess wanted to get married, so they could end the civil war. Meldronna was more than happy to help them succeed in this endeavor. The civil war stopped in Trugaard because the now king and queen were married. However, both generals of the different sides were still possessed by hate. During this time while we were watching the king and queen to protect them, my old friend Saki stopped by to drop off Athriel's trumpet. Athriel is apparently a trumpet archon. I was happy to see that Gloriendal did know that Athriel was around. I think that was one of his fears. Anyway, Saki came with pleny of gusto. When I say this, I mean he came to Trugaard upset that he had to do a chore for Gloriendal and showed it by using every four letter word known to the planes. *smiles* He's such a goof. I think Athriel was stunned by Saki's interesting choice of words while delivering his trumpet. I couldn't help but laugh. He heard me laughing in the other room and asked Athriel who the "chic" was that was laughing. Athriel told him it was me, so I went to say hello. It was good seeing him. I explained to him about Hate possessing the generals and he decided to help. Meldronna called upon the ideal Love and she assisted us in freeing the generals. After all this was done we stayed a couple days at the castle.

One night while we were resting I toiled with my chain once again. This time I thought if I just persisted I would get it off. I took out my bone saw and started moving it back and forth. I know it seems strange that I would have a bone saw, but it is something a doctor must use from time to time. It was painful to continue without stopping, but I had to persist. I started feeling a little dizzy and the sound of the saw scraping on the chain was deafening. I continued, feeling weak, and then I think I blacked out.

The next morning I woke up on the floor. I felt stiff and pulled myself up. As I did this I didn't hear the tingling of my chain. I looked at my ankle and it was gone! I was so overcome with joy I squeeled with delight and ran out of my room. I hugged and thanked everyone in the party for helping me. One thing confused me, however. Lord Max said that he would give me a flower, an asiatic lily, and a new rank in the angelic forces. I did not receive any of these things, but I figured he was still working with the Ruby Kingdom. I thought maybe he still needed to help in picking a proper queen. I blew it off knowing he would get around to it.

We headed toward some mountains where we heard Solude was residing. No one could tell us much about the mountains because they were full of monsters. We also came across some villages that were abandonned. There was mildly acidic slime on the ground, so I think it must have been an ooze, or some abomination. We made it to the cave where Solude was building a strange contraption. Athriel was so upset at what he saw and ran straight for Solude. The rest of us followed in hot persuit. Solude's maids and butler decided not to let us pass. Solude was heading toward the machine that he had made. Athriel caught up to Solude and tried to stop him by getting between Solude and the machine. Solude seems to be extremely strong and hit Athriel. This caused Athriel to fall back toward the machine. The strange contraption started to hum as I tried to stop Solude from harming Athriel. I should have known to go get Athriel and not bother with Solude since he was so strong because he threw me like a ragdoll. Fortunately I had my wings out so I don't think I was hurt as much as I could have been. Solude hit Athriel once again and the machine lit up and continued humming. Meanwhile, Guava and Meldronna fended off the maids and butler. Athriel was splashed with some liquid by Solude, which I now realize must have been acidic. This is what surprised me. Solude grabbed me and started to run. I fought him as hard as I could to get to Athriel, but Solude was too strong for me. I think I even wacked him with one of my wings because he told me to stop it. The maids and butler ran as well. Athriel was disappearing and Meldronna went to help him. This made me more upset, but Solude would not release me. Fortunately, Guava had made it to safety. Then there was a thundering boom. I was shocked. Solude released me from his grip and I was horrified to see that Meldronna didn't make it through the explosion. I was also saddened to see that Athriel had vanished. I was angry with Solude because he had made the machine that killed Meldronna and made Athriel vanish. I had to know what the machine was meant to do. Solude said that it was a time machine. Then we all heard footsteps coming into the cave. I looked over to see an angel with bloodstained wings, dark brown hair covering part of his face, and red armor. I at first didn't recognize him, but then I realized it was Athriel. He had changed. He walked over to a. . . piece of Meldronna and true resurrected her. I was happy to see her again, but saddened to see Athriel in such a state. Athriel told Solude that he wasn't able to stop what Solude had meant to stop. Solude fell to his knees sobbing. What Athriel tried to prevent was Solude killing his daughters. From what I understand, his daughters were going to die anyway and he figured it would be more humane to kill them himself. Unfortunately, I think he has been living with this grief ever since he awakened. Solude and his accomplices teleported away and left us all alone in the cavern.

I think we were all so stunned about Athriel living through 5,000 years of Endramia's history that we didn't know what to say. Even Guava was speachless and he is usually the witty one. We rested in Trugaard before we headed back to Ijou's. That night Max came to visit me in my room. We had a long talk about my chain. Apparently I did not figure my puzzle out. Guava had come into my room after I passed out and took the chain off my ankle. I know he meant well, but I was shattered to hear that I hadn't accomplished my goal. I was also terrified to put a chain back on. Max had graciously found me another chain and gave it to me. That night I knocked on Guava's door. I needed to talk to him about it. I told him how I felt and that I'm sorry that I had lied to him when I didn't want people to know I was an angel, but I wish he hadn't lied to me. I still think of him as a wonderful friend and I would never give up his friendship over something like that. I told Guava to have a good night and left his room feeling sad. I had to get the chain on and I figured I would do it myself. I was very greatful to Athriel for offering to put it on. I know it hurt both of us and that was very kind of him.

We made it to Ijou's and he activated my painting. He told me that Max had visited him and told him that the painting would not work. It purified my left wing, but my right wing is still. . . well, poisonous.

Athriel and I said good bye to our dear companions as they went back to their own worlds. I stayed in Endramia because my quest is not over. Something would have happened if I was meant to go back to Maiestus. Athriel offered to join me on my journey and I graciously accepted.

I have to admit that when I first realized it was Athriel in the red armor it frightened me. Seeing Athriel hide his face also pains me. I wish that acid had never hit his face. Because Athriel hides his face can't help me remind of Lord Majiko, who is also serious. At least that's how I've seen him. This was not the funloving guy I remembered from just a couple of days ago. Five thousand years had made him so serious that I'm not sure I should joke with him. However, I think I will just to see if he needs to laugh. I want to see that dazzling smile again. *laughs* Maybe I should ask Dr. Kakashi's girlfriend to give me some pointers on making people laugh. I hear she is quite the comedian! Another thing I would like to do on this journey in Endramia is find Solude again. I never did say thank you for saving me even when I did not want to be saved. That was very kind of him. I regret feeling angry toward him, now that I know everything turned out alright. I guess this is the end of this adventure. I wonder what will happen next in my quest for being a better angel?

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

The First Scene Is Done!

Well, the first scene of the ten second spot is officially done. As far as I'm concerned that was the easy scene. Now I get to illustrate the inside of the car with the radio. I think I'll do fine. If anyone knows of a font that looks like alarm clock radio numbers please let me know. Ok, here is a pic of the first scene. Sorry Jae, no explosions. *sniffs* And I like explosions and bishies as much as the next person. Maybe I'll make my own spot in Flash! ~_^



I'm proud of it and Chris seems to like it and told me to keep working. Blogging isn't part of work? Yes it is! I'm showing you people so you can critique my work. *nods* That makes the spot better.

I'm in such a typing mood that I think I'm going to type a Talia entry tonight, plus one of my own. Talia has been begging me to let her type. I obviously have no problem with this. ^_^ Poor girl, she is kind of confused at the moment. She fears she doesn't feel the connection she had with Athriel at one time (technically a couple days for her), but I'm sure things will turn around.

Oh! One last thing. Can you guess what the semi truck is supposed to represent? In all honesty I would have made the trailor blue, but that probably wouldn't have looked right.

Friday, September 24, 2004

A Peek

Well, I just got done talking to Chris and he likes my illustration of the first scene of the ten second spot. I'm totally excited and thought I might share what I have created. It's not done, but I thought you might be interested. Plus, if you have any ideas how to fix it, like perspective wise, you can e-mail me, or leave a rantable.

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There will be more cars and trucks when I'm done, but you get the idea. Another thing I should mention is that white border is a safe title. That means the border I is what the TV will cut off. This also means I should not put anything important near the edge. I'm sure however, that I need not tell you this. Anyway, I'll show you all my illustrations right here on this very blog! *nods* Aren't you all so lucky? And then we might see it on TV! Yay!

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Good Ideas = Free Ice Cream

Yesterday after a long day at work I decided to go to the Dairy Queen because I had about an hour to kill. *stabs time repeatedly* I pondered about what I wanted. I didn't want anything that would ruin my dinner and I didn't want it to be expensive.

The girl said, "What will ya have?"
I replided with, "Umm, I guess I'll just have an ice cream cone."

I started to get my wallet out to pay for the creamy delight when the girl handed it to me. I wanted to say, "Excuse me, can't you hold it while I pay you. Geez!" Instead I stumbled over my words, "Wh. . . it." She looked at me and explained that it was free. She was puzzled because I didn't know that it was *turns on echo and makes trumpet noises* Free Cone Day! *turns off echo* I was stunned and thanked the girl. I went to sit down, eat my cone, and read my book.

How is my internship going you wonder? Well, it seems to be going just fine. I have to admit that my day in promotions is better than it is in news. I feel more in my element here. I like my co-workers downstairs, but promotions work is what I'm meant to do. I'm working on a ten second spot for the KBJR radio station 87.7 FM and I enjoy that. My boss, Chriss a.k.a. Hussman, even liked my ideas. He asked my opinion on something and I told him instead of text I thought it would be neat to have a car. He said, "Really?" He sounded interested and now I get to illustrate the commercial! Can you imagine what a great portfolio piece that would be??? *is excited* I'm going to work very hard on it because this is what I enjoy. This is a fun, creative project that I want to sink my teeth into. *nods* I'm having fun down in the news department, but it's not as creative. It's more of the drudge work. I'm better than that, but I still would like to learn it. I love to learn and add to my repertoire of skills. It will look nice on a resume' and maybe I can get a job doing that for a little bit and then move my way up. *hopes*

So yes, everything is going pretty smoothly. I love my apartment, my internship is fun, and Duluth is a great place to be.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

I Wish I Didn't Care

Grandpa and Ardel (I wonder if I spelled that right? Oh well, I really don't care because I usually spell her name w-h-o-r-e.) had a garage sale Thur.-Sat. I know this because Grandpa called Mom and Dad while they were at work. Dad called him back to see what was up. Grandpa told him about the sale and asked if Scott wanted the ban saw. Dad explained that would be up to Scott. Well Scott, Steph, and Boston went down to Albany yesterday to buy the ban saw. I wouldn't have even bothered if it was me. I did want to go, but I couldn't because my futon came yesterday. Before my grandpa had wanted scott to buy the saw for $250, but then charged him $300! I would have said, "Screw you." and left. Ok, maybe not, but I'm so tired of this shit from my grandpa and his bitch. Scott doesn't think they are, or are getting married. In a way I hope he's right, but I really don't think he is. I can hope right? Supposedly they were getting married in September and of course we have not heard anything about it. I of course would never had gone. When my brother was talking to Grandpa he told Scott that he sold the farm because my dad didn't come visit him enough. He's getting revenge. How fucking childish of him! I guess they didn't even invite Scott, Steph, and Boston in! They're his grandchildren and they didn't even invite them in! It seemed like Grandpa wanted them to take the ban saw and leave. I guess they went to KFC *gags* for dinner, but that doesn't mean much. I told Meg that I didn't care anymore, but she saw right through me. I do care and I guess that's the problem, I wish I didn't. If I didn't care, or love my grandpa it wouldn't hurt so much. I'm hurt and angry and I wish it would end. I'm tired of dreaming about them and the dumb things they do. I'm tired of seeing their faces when I should be dreaming about D&D adventures. I'm tired of them hurting Dad! I want to forget, but how do you forget someone you've loved for almost 24 years? It hurts worse knowing he never did love, or gave up his love for us so easily. I just wish I didn't care.

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Getting Caught In A Web

No, Lolth is not sending a spider after me. ^_^ I just wanted to blog real quck to say that I will have the Internet next Wed. night! Yaaaaay! How am I blogging you ask? Well, work has the net, so I am borrowing their bandwidth. Go me!

Work is really cool so far. Everyone seems to be really nice and friendly. Margo, my boss, says I'm not independant yet, but I already feel like a free little Kush. Fly free little Kush thing! The enviroment is pretty laid back, but there are deadlines and stuff. There is a big golf thing happening next week where some execs come to visit. *nods* I even get to take their pictures because I am a happy little intern. I will right more next weekend because I have been so tired when I finally get home. It wouldn't be so late if I didn't have to wait for bus transfers. *shakes fist at driver's permit*

Thursday, September 02, 2004

What Are The Odds?

I am flabbergasted right now. I am stunnded beyond power word stun. Ok, D&D is a hobby that I enjoy immensely as most of you know. Well, my channel, the one I'm going to be working at had a little segment about D&D's 30th anniversary. I of course watched this with interest because I play myself. Imagine my shock when they said one of my bosses names as the DM/GM. Yes, the first boss that I will have for the day is a D&D geek like myself. How is that even possible!? The shock! I looked at my mom and said, "Dude! That is my boss! My boss plays D&D!!!!" Laughing commenced from there. O_O Now that you are all shocked, and/or laughing I leave you to pack. *clears throat* Haven't been doing that like I should. *shrugs* It'll get done, however, my mom is freaking out. Oh well, I'm in a good/hyper mood!

Oh, I don't know when I'm going to get the internet at my new apartment, so I don't know when I will blog next. I'm sure soon because I will have tons to write about.

Tomorrow Already?

I can't believe how fast the summer has gone. If you can call it that. The summer this year was somewhat chilly. Honestly, I like colder summers. *shrugs* I never liked the heat that much, but I don't like the extreme cold either. I like it to be around 70. Although, today is around the 70's and I felt hot when I went outside. Yay humidity.

So yes, I get the key to my apartment tomorrow and I am ecstatic! I have dreamed about my own apartment for a very long time. I am also very happy that I didn't get the dungeon and somewhat disappointed that I didn't get the pretty apartment with the French doors. Not just one set of French doors either, but TWO sets! Wow. I think I am going to be extremely happy where I am. I'm going to have high speed internet because my parents love me, sometimes, and cable is included in the rent. What can I say? I am a lucky little Kush noodle. I can't wait to decorate! *sad* I want to get some fabric for my windows with skulls on them, but Mom said no. *sticks tongue out* That is so unfair. I just wanted it in my bedroom. I see nothing wrong with pirate fabric. If I want to be a rainbow pirate with skull curtain things, then damn it I should be allowed! Am I crazy? Yes, and proud of it! So if we get fabric from Wal-Mart I should keep the receipt and go exchange the other fabric! Whoo hoo! I mean, *does a pirate imitation* arrrrrrr!

My bathroom is going to consist of duckies *duh!*, dolphins *pets the one in her bathtub*, and dragie flies! *Tiqua cringes* None of these seem to have anything in common, but you would be surprised. *looks wise* Hello, they all start with the letter D! Plus they all hang out in, or near water, so that is reason enough for me to put them in my bathroom. *nods*

As for the rest of the apartment I am going to have Legolas and Gandalf guard my keep in the hallway. I will also have my huge world map and anime posters adorning the walls. I would like to have one of those huge asian fans, but I can get that later. Oh! They have the perfect rug at Wal-Mart that I want to get! It's so colorful and it would match my bedding! I will buy that someday too, because dude!

In conclusion my apartment is going to be wacky, welcoming, and *thinks of another W word* wonderful!