Thursday, January 29, 2004

Submissive Kush?

On Tuesday I had design management class and we were taking these leadership tests. I hate those tests. I don't know, I don't believe them and they don't have a lot of proof to back them up. I guess I think of them like any of those dumb tests you find in a magazine, or on the net. ANYWAY, there was this one test to see how creative you are and you had to circle adjectives that described yourself. One of the adjectives was submissive and Meggles glanced over at my paper and said, "Don't you think you're submissive?" My response, "Yeah, I guess I am." *giggles* Here's the thing, I can be very submissive because I always want to see certain people happy. *wiggles finger at self* For instance, I hate choosing the restaurant to eat at. I don't want to be the one to make someone unhappy, or displeased. The dumb thing is I know whoever I'm with doesn't really care, but somewhere deep in my mind there is a little. . . I don't know, maybe a doubt bug?

"Maybe that is not where the people want to go and you just chose that," says Mr. Doubt Bug.

THEY are the ones that should be happy and I should just be happy with what they choose. Honestly, I would be happy with whatever restaurant they choose and I keep telling myself that my friends are happy with whatever establishment I choose. I don't know why I'm like that, but this is my theory. Geez, I'm starting to sound like Sean, "my theory." I think I'm like that because I'm easy going and kind of go where the wind takes me. I also think that I'm happy no matter what, so if someone isn't happy then I will go to the place that makes them happy. Of course this does not include strip bars and the like. ~_^ I think that if I am very uncomfortable, or a person really is bothering me that I would say something. I may be easy going, but I am also honest and I think that it's okay for me to be submissive, but I just have to have boundaries of which I will not cross. Wow, I really got talkin' on this subject! I didn't realize that I had so much to say about it. *shrugs* I also believe that I can be very stubborn at times and you cannot get me to budge on the idea. Well, enough on this. Oh by the way, the test said that I was creative. I scored a 9, which is pretty good.

*laughs* I think static is fun because it makes noises and you can sculpt your pants. Poor Meg, it has been bothering her all day. She's been trying to get her (This is not a word) staticy pants to behave. Don't worry Meg, it'll be better tomorrow! *giggles*

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