It's Been A Good Time

It's Been A Good Time

It's an odd feeling. I have only been here for three months, but I will miss this place, the people and my cube. *smiles* I have so many mixed emotions right now. Sadness fills my heart knowing that I will not have to come here next Monday, but on the otherhand I feel excited and curious. What is the future going to hold? Am I going to like my future boss/es as much as I like Margo and Chris? I hope so. The feeling of anxiety also creeps into mind because I literally have no clue as to where I'm headed. I am extremely grateful to have gotten this internship and in the summer I was feeling some of these same feelings. Worry lingered in my mind because I wasn't sure if I would get an internship. Well, I got one and it turned out great. Now the worry (I guess this is part of the anxiety) is back and now I wonder if I will even get a job. I admit, however, that I do feel more confident about my work and believe that, yes, there is a company/agency/whatever that would like to hire me. The feeling of happiness pops up everytime someone tells me good luck, or what a good job I have done. I'm happy that I did a good job and I wish them the best of luck as well.

Today Margo, Nina, Steph and I are going to go out for lunch. I was actually surprised at the mention of it yesterday. I was delighted and I think it will be a good way to begin the afternoon. I plan on spending my last hours here in the newsroom with the floor crew.

Margo told me to try out for the writer/producer position on the Iron Range. I talked to Chris about it and he told me that would be great and then told me to get an application. Well, I got the five page application right here and have it partially filled out. I need to get my reference info and all that good stuff. Honestly, I don't think I would have a chance of getting the position, but like Margo said it would be good for me to go through the interview process and then Chris could critique me.

This morning Tam stopped by my cubicle and gave me a card with a gift certificate to Grandma's. That was really sweet of her. She teases about being my slave driver and she was! *nods* No, she was one of the best people to work for here. I hope to use it with Mom, Dad and maybe even Scott, Steph and Austin! We'll see, but for sure I would like to use it when I'm with Mom and Dad.

My new resume is officially in the process of being made. I started working on the compass rose that will be on there. I have continents already made, but they are at 72 dpi and for those who don't know much about printing graphics, this is bad. I would like to have my resume printed at 150 dpi, or 300. I'll have to see what I did with those graphics. Maybe for some reason I did make them 150, or 300. I'll put my progress up on the net when I get farther along on the illustrations.

Well, *holds up virtual champaign glass* here's to my last day. *raises slim goblet and then drinks* Ahhh.