Writing Is Good Sometimes

WARNING! Kush is in a pathetic mood, so maybe it's best not to read the very random ramblings of said person.

This may be hard to believe, but "giggle butt" can actually feel sad. I'm feeling a bit down, but like I always do I get through it. I have a wonderful man, great family and friends, so life is actually going very well. My honey bunny has been especially strong for me. I've just felt so emotionally weak lately. Because of this I think I've been snapping about the dumbest things. Nothing in particular that I wish to type here, but I think I need to wake up in a sense.

Some things I need to rant about is work. Normally everything is ok. It used to be good, but now with the lay offs and such I have to knock it down to "ok." No offense to anyone there, but some of my co-workers have actually been getting on my nerves. I love them all so dearly, but like a family they can aggrivate you. Today for instance we were in a debate about moving in with your significant other before marriage. I personally believe it's a wise decision not to, but everyone seemed to disagree. They all seemed to think I was naive about the whole thing, but I'm not. They also believe I should have sex before I'm married. What's the point in that? I see none. Most people I know wish they hadn't slept around. Besides, from what I understand, people who wait are happier with their partner and I think that is a wonderful thing. ^_^

The other thing I need to mention is that I miss my honey bunny so much and I know he is being very strong for both of us. *bows* I commend you my dear, you deserve a medal for dealing with my pathetic self. I don't think you see it that way, but I really do want to thank you for being there when I'm "disappointed" about silly things. *huggle* I love you so much!

:P It's kind of funny really, but typing really has helped me feel better. I guess. . . I should type more. A long time ago when things bothered me I would write in my notebook. After I wrote down all of my issues at that time I would throw it away. It was actually very soothing and it honestly worked very well.

Since this post has been all sad and mopey here is some good news. I get to see my hon next Thurs. and I'm super excited to see him. We are going to watch BlizzCon together on the compy. Yeah, it might cost $40 to see it, but snuggling up and watching compy game stuff is going to kick so much ass!

Also I'm going to the ren fest again this year! Woot! And B needs to be thanked since he got Rendi and I tickets! My honey has a great best friend. Thanks B!

See, I guess my post ended on a good note at least. :P