Emotions Are Funny

Hmm, I don't even know how to start this entry.

Well, here I go. As most of you know, I liked a guy and I was excited to know someone else who bought and owned a PS3, kinda rare to find people like that since PS3's are so damned expensive. Anyway, a couple days ago I asked this guy out. :P Well, I was turned down. Fact is I was upset, but as we all know I got over it. I even suspected this person liked my roomie and he does. *nods* Him and I just don't have enough in common, in my opinion. We just don't click. It's as simple as that. Now I admit it is somewhat an odd situation, but I am not angry with anyone. And I told him this. I also told him that if he wanted he could go for it and ask my roomie out. Most people would find this odd, but I had my shot and it didn't make it into the basket. Yes, I am blogging about this because it is a big thing in my life. It did upset me, but I have kept my smile and I am moving on. *nods* Like I told him, there is no point in dwelling on it. Why be emo about it and waste your time being sad. *smiles* There is no sense in it since this beautiful planet of ours keeps spinning and I see no reason to exit the ride. Life can be exciting and even though this is not a highlight I have proven to myself I can ask a guy out. And someday, some lucky guy will get to enjoy my quirks. ^_^

Now that I am done lifting my spirit I shall go into some good news. We all know I have been super upset over the crew. That I admit did effect me horribly since I have known them for so long. They were truly wonderful friends until whatever happened, happened. Well, I took a leap of faith and after seeing Jae and Warumono at the store and chatting with them for a long time I decided to reach out again. I gave Luke-san a call and he was at work, so I decided to try my luck with Jae & Waru. To my delight I learned Jae and Waru got a little kitten. ^_^ *meows* I'm so happy for them and what a wonderful thing to get. Someday I will get my Holmes and Watson. Later on I called Luke-san again, but he had gone over to Chris's and Luke's mom told me to call his cell. I did so, but I got his voicemail. I left a message and to my delight Luke-san called me back. It was so good to hear their voices. ^_^ I just hope things can turn around and my schedule will be full with my two crews. I <3 each crew very much.

Now I'm done with the mushy crap. :P A bit ago Swiss and I had a bat in the apartment. It was cute, but when it flew at me I did scream like a schoolgirl and so did Swiss. Are we pathetic? Hell no! You would have screamed too. *nods* The poor little thing landed on the blinds by the door and Jen pinned it while I grabbed it with my handy dandy red sweatshirt. ^_^ Poor little thing was squeaky and clicky. I just hope it is doing well now and I hope it didn't get hurt in anyway. ^_^ Hmm, I should have named it. Well I will do the honors now, the little bat shall be known forever as Swoop! For he swooped like a pro and shall always be remembered for his mad swooping skillz.

Good night. I'm going to go enjoy the rest of my night by reading and then watching Bleach and Blood Plus. Woot for anime!